Last Night

Last night, I had a dream. It doesn't seem scary at first, but when I tried to recall the details while I was having dinner just now, it freaked me out a little. So, here it goes.

In my dream, 

I could see that someone was planning a revenge on me due to some misunderstanding in the past. ( can't recall any details) Then somehow, I was in the car and it was moving. I could feel my Pastor's presence with me that time  and there was nothing unusual. 

Then a big car went past us and I could feel that the driver was the one who intended to seek revenge on me. I couldn't see the driver but I saw a pair skinny kid's legs complete with socks and shoes. His leg was sticking upwards, waving and it seems liked he was abducted and was struggling. So, we make a U- turn and followed the car. It stopped and when the passenger's seat was opened, a white cloth covered the child. Someone lifted it up, But I couldn't recall the face. 

The next time I remembered was, the child who was very emaciated and fair was kneeling in front of me. His hands grabbed mine firmly. 

He said something about the gospel. I couldn't recall any word. He tried to deceive me.But I could sensed his darkness and I tried to get my hands out from his firm grip. 

Then he turned into an adult, still very fair and skinny, he stood about six steps away from me. I shouted " Get away from me Satan, leave now, in Jesus's name". ( Wasn't the exact sentence I said, but it was something similar and I trembled a little in the dream). Then I threw some black small thing to him. ( My friend said that it could be my Bible because its black but mine wasn't small- unnecessary details, move on)

He bled profusely. Blood was gushing out from his body  and he didn't come near me anymore. 

I feel as if he was mocking me after that even though I couldn't remember his face. 

The dream ended and I woke up. 

I was a bit disturbed at the morning, but since I was in a hurry because I woke up late, I didn't really think about the dream until I was in the car. 

Its not just another nightmare, this dream comes with spiritual meanings .My pastor said  that before the darkness leaves, satan will try to make a fuss first. 

I'm glad that the darkness in me is finally leaving, and this is a sign- whether I like it or not. 

I received a lot of answers when I was in the Remnant Conference just few days ago, and this explains why I have this dream, just after a day I came back. 

I am not going to share the content of the conference in this post, but I have already draft out some convictions I have. Updates will not be that soon because I will be having my first test next week but stay tuned!